A little background…
I
started writing this recap a few days ago and it read as a trip report,
detailing where I went, what I did and with whom. But I struggled with my pen. Keyboard.
Whatever. The tone and direction
felt stiff at best, disingenuous at worst.
I’ve
had a lot of time to think about what went into this race (13.1 miles’ worth,
to be exact-ish) and in the end, the value of it, the meaningfulness I took
away, had precious little to do with the what and where of it all. For me, the poignancy of my first
half-marathon is solidly attached to the people with whom I did it, and the new found understanding of my own self that resulted from it.
The
“people” of it is a small group of women who came together years ago through
our mutual love of Walt Disney World.
Over the years, we’ve forged deep-rooted friendships that have picked us
up, dusted us off, pushed us forward, and lifted us up in laughter. We’ve called each other on it when our
behavior has been less than Magical; we’ve rallied for our sisters when one of
us has faced inordinate difficulty; and we’ve created a bubble of camaraderie
that offers shelter from whatever storms come our way. And, within that precious group, nine of us
went through nearly a year of frustration, excitement, pain and elation as we
trained for the Princess Half and/or Royal Family 5K. All of this, mind you, online… we ladies are
scattered about the country – even the world, with one of us in the UK!
So the
Princess Half was both the culmination of our individual training journeys and
the coming together of our virtual support team. I can’t honestly say which was more important
to me, running my own race, or celebrating my friends’ accomplishments. I don’t think I could have one without the
other. It was vitally important to me
that my friends know how critical their support and encouragement was to my own
success, and that they knew how much their own achievements meant to me. I don’t know how well I accomplished that; I
am, indeed, far more fruitful with the written word than the spoken.
But
that was my mindset going into our race weekend. I reveled in our shared hilarity as we dined
and toured the Walt Disney World parks together in the days before the
race. I cheered with all my might for
those of us who raced the Royal Family 5K the day before the
half-marathon. I silently berated my
body when inadequate sleep and a blood sugar crash hobbled me and I spent half
a day in our room, trying to feel better enough to rejoin them all. I sometimes took words the wrong way and
worried that my own words weren’t coming across properly. I got tired.
I worried about the race. I cried
for no apparent reason. By the time race
morning came around, I may have shared more in common with Zelda Fitzgerald
than Deena Kastor.
Race Day
1:50
a.m. What an insane time to be getting
up. But I did – showered, prepared some
oatmeal to go, threw back a little coffee, and was off.
“We’re
on a bus at 3 o’clock in the morning! Wearing tiaras! Woo hoo!”
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We
arrived at the pre-race staging area with plenty of time to check bags, relax,
eat and spend some quality time in the Race Retreat. For an extra handful of cash, runDisney makes
available a Race Retreat tent, in which Retreaters can sit, grab breakfast,
stretch and use their own set of porta-potties and bag check stations. All of that was nice, but I purchased
entrance to Race Retreat for one reason only: to have a warm place to wait
before the race. See, I’d been at WDW
that frightful morning of the 2010 WDW Half-Marathon when it snowed. SNOWED!
Okay, as a former Western New Yorker, I’ll admit that it was something
closer to sleet than big, fluffy flakes, but still… SNOW! In FLORIDA!!!
My $100 admission to Race Retreat was an insurance policy: chances were
good that, by shelling out that cash, it wouldn’t be cold enough to need
it. But if it was, then I’d have some
shelter. Either way, I’d win.
Needless
to say, it wasn’t cold in 2013. In fact,
we were given warnings like this all race weekend:
I know
they were necessary, but they made this Florida girl laugh a little: it was in
the high 60s and near 100% humidity on race morning and I couldn’t have been
happier – perfect conditions for me! So long as the forecasted rain held off… and
I insured that by wrapping my phone/GPS/camera in cling wrap, rendering it
unusable as a camera. You’re welcome,
Princesses.
So, yeah,
Race Retreat was totally unnecessary as a means of shelter, but it wound up
being a nice spot to eat breakfast, grab some extra water, and spend some time
on my foam roller before checking my bag with no wait.
It
really felt like we’d just gotten there when the first announcements came for
Corrals A through D to start our walk to the starting corrals. But which corral? I’d been debating that question for weeks
prior. Ostensibly, runDisney requires
proof of one having finished a race of 10K or longer in order to qualify for
placement in the earliest corrals. I had
no such proof. We have few 10K races
near me, to start, and I skipped the one for which I’d registered in order to
let my stupid ITBS continue healing. And yet… I’d somehow been placed in corral
C of a spread of A through H. I knew I’d
be slower than most folks in C simply because I planned to play it very
conservatively in the beginning, taking lots of time to walk and stretch that
ding-danged IT Band before doing very much running. Two ladies from our group were in D, and I
was tempted to move back to hang with them, but their bus had been held up in
traffic. I took it as a sign and joined
friends Tracy and Debbie in C, after big hugs to Chanin and Jodi as they headed
up to A. Rockstars, those ladies are.
I
absolutely made the right call. Within
minutes of entering the C corral, I got word from another member of our group,
Mary: she’d arrived and wanted to start in C, too, though she’d been placed in
B. With hugs and good wishes to Tracy
and Debbie, I salmoned my way upstream, to the far back of the corral, to wait
for Mary. She and I decided to hang out
back there and ease into the race with the seven-minute buffer between our
start and that of D. Before we knew it,
a flash of fireworks lit the sky and the wheelchairs and elites had started,
then A, then B… we were next! And… we
had to pee!
Seriously. Could we have made it to the first on-course
porta-potties? Certainly. But that would’ve taken time off our pace. There was a bank of potties directly across
from the starting corral, and a little opening in the barricades... we took
off, sprinted to the nearest Green Towers of Ick, took care of business and
sprinted back into our corral just before
our own fireworks went off. I felt like
I’d already won a race.
The Course, Part 1
I loved starting in the back of our corral
and I’d absolutely do it again! We had plenty of room to move before the
inevitable bottlenecks formed further along the course, and we ended up being
directly under where the fireworks went off for corral D’s start. It was like our own private pyrotechnics
show! Very fun; very cool.
As was
Mary – very, VERY fun. I’d warned her
earlier: I’m an anti-social runner. I’m
not unpleasant, but I prefer to run alone.
I’m not chatty. I savor the
solitude of my long training runs, where I’m not Mom, or worker, or daughter,
or even friend – I’m just a body in motion as I cover those double-digit
miles. So I was genuinely surprised to
find that I really enjoyed having Mary’s company over the first four or so
miles of the race. My walking pace was a
little faster than hers; her running pace was a little faster than mine. It worked out well, I think, keeping us both
at a conservative pace without fear of falling way behind. And I know, based on my Tower of Terror
10-Miler experience, that I’d never
have bothered stopping for some pictures, had it not been for Mary. Not that I could’ve gotten pictures on my
own, anyway. The no-rain guarantee cling
wrap, remember? By the time we reached
the toll plaza for Magic Kingdom parking, it felt like the race was flying by.
Ta-da,
Mile 3(ish)!
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We knew
that we had friends Tracy E., Kristi and Chris somewhere along the course
cheering for us, but I had no idea where to find them. Up until that point, it had been dark and
there really weren’t many spectators.
But making our way through the Ticket and Transportation Center parking
lot, cheers and applause filled the air and I tried hard to keep an eye out for
our pals… sure enough, they were there, cheering us on! I can’t even remember if we stopped; I don’t
think so, but knowing they were there picked us up more than a bit!
As we
entered the Magic Kingdom shortly after Mile 5, the sun was up (though not
really out – it remained overcast throughout the race, which helped keep the
heat down) and I really soaked in the feeling of running down Main Street USA.
Look at us, just hanging out in front of a castle, in the middle of a
half-marathon!
Through
all of my training, my wall had always come between miles four and six, like
clockwork. But, between having fun with
Mary and the distractions of the Magic Kingdom, I never hit that wall at all. Or I did and never noticed. But then, that’s not really a wall at
all. (With due apologies to Dr.
Seuss.) I had, however, trained my
bladder to expect a restroom break around mile 5.5, right as we went through
Frontierland – home of the Happiest Restroom on Earth. Mary didn’t need to stop, so with a high-five
and best wishes, she ran on while I sidetracked to an actual, air conditioned
restroom. No mid-course porta-potty for
this Princess! I’m not gonna lie; I
stayed in there longer than necessary.
Washed my hands – with soap! – adjusted my Team Sparkle skirt and
iFitness belt, refilled my water bottle with Nuun and splashed some cool water
on my face. It was worth the extra few
minutes on my time to emerge feeling completely refreshed and ready to tackle
the second half of the race.
The Course, Part 2
It’s
weird – I really feel like I ran two races that day: one to mile 6, as we left
the Magic Kingdom, and one from mile 7 through the finish. Mary had stopped for pictures and ended up
right behind me as we exited the Magic Kingdom and we ran together for a short
while, but I looked over my shoulder for her a little before mile 7 and didn’t
see her. We’d all agreed to run our own
races, so I sent her a mental wish for strong legs and a good second half and
kept going.
I’ve
become used to a massive second wind around the 7 to 9 mile point of my long
training runs. I don’t know what
happens, but I always find myself turning inward at that point, becoming
simultaneously more tuned in to the rhythm of my body and highly aware of
what’s going on around me. The feeling
is entirely familiar: back in my younger days as a ballet dancer, I found that
same sensation after long hours of classes and rehearsals. There would come a point at which muscle
memory took over the mechanics, freeing my soul to feel and express the
music. When it happens with running, I
feel a surge of strength coupled with a deep relaxation and, I imagine, it’s
the same idea: I stop thinking about
running and just run. As I rounded a corner near the Grand
Floridian Resort, I sensed no pain, felt stronger than ever, and knew, without
a doubt, that I’d finish the race, even if I had to walk most of the final
miles.
Timing
is everything they say.
As I
came around that corner, feeling so good on the inside, I spied our ace chEAR
Squad in time to make my way over to them for hugs.
I can’t remember just what they said, something about me looking strong
or energetic, but whatever it was hit me like a lightning bolt. Some part of me recognized that my outside
matched what I was feeling inside and – BOOM! – my conservative race strategy
flew out the window like dirty dishwater.
Mary,
with our super-amazing cheerers, Kristi, Tracy and Chris (he’s aaaaaalllll
focus here…)
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It was
exactly what I needed at exactly the right time. According to iSmoothRun, I dropped my pace
every mile from 8 on. Between mile 8 and
the finish, I dropped a total of three and a half minutes off of my mile split
times. My body knew what to do and
required no further input from my brain, which went into strategic mode and,
though I can’t begin to tell you what kinds of photo opps or entertainment was
along the course over that period, I began seeing every other runner in front
of me in extreme clarity. I found myself
anticipating other runners’ moves before they made them and using that
information to slow down, speed up, take a small step left or right, find an
opening and tear through it like Seabiscuit hot on the heels of War
Admiral. Using my advantage of knowing
the WDW roadways well as a driver, I moved to the inside of the final
cloverleaf overpass, passing dozens of other runners as I climbed swiftly up
the far inside on the grass, where the steep angle leveled off to a space just
wide enough on which to run.
The
faster and harder I went, the stronger I felt.
The more people I passed, the more determined I was to pass more of
them. Fearing a burnout right before the
finish, I forced myself at mile 12 to ease back, eat a few more Honey Stinger
chews, which I’d been alternating with bites of a Clif bar every 30 minutes for
fuel, and take a deep breath before letting loose. I’m both proud of and humbled by what my body
did for me that day. Feeling a
13-mile-wide smile spread across my face, I flew through Epcot and sprinted
across the Finish line, feeling the power of a year of training and the support
of my running group course through my veins.
The Aftermath
I had
no real goals, going into my first half-marathon. I was sure I’d finish, barring any
debilitating injury, and didn’t want to set myself up for potential
disappointment by going in with any particular finish time in mind. I hoped
to finish without knee pain – I’d managed my final 12-mile training run
without incurring any ITBS nastiness – but wasn’t at all sure that was
realistic. I finished with an official
chip time of 3:23:13, while iSmoothRun reported a 3:08:11 finish with pauses
for my stops for pictures, potties, etc.
I’m completely satisfied with both times. Fast?
No. But that makes my time easily
beatable in future races, right?! And I
just love that I finished with only enough gas left in my tank to get back to
Race Retreat for a big plate of food and a chocolate milk.
Beyond
my own performance, I am thrilled to report that every one of our group crossed
that Finish line. I was exhausted, but
determined to stick around until each one of us was accounted for. I’m so glad I did! To see us all with our medals, and to hear
the quick run-throughs of each of our race experiences, filled me with a pride
so much larger than what I held for myself.
Despite our many differences, we all worked hard, persevered and
achieved something I’m not sure any of us had previously dreamed possible.
Mel, T,
Jodi, Mary, Z, Chanin – you are ALL rockstars in my book! LY/MI!
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The
rest of our trip was a blur of celebration.
We iced down, stretched, showered, ate, got dressed and
dragged our tired bodies through the Magic Kingdom the afternoon of our race,
and indulged in a celebration dinner at ‘Ohana.
“’Ohana means ‘family’… And ‘family’ means no one gets left behind – or forgotten.”
I am SOOOOOOOO proud of you all!!!
“’Ohana means ‘family’… And ‘family’ means no one gets left behind – or forgotten.”
I am SOOOOOOOO proud of you all!!!
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So, the
question I’ve been asked repeatedly: will I do the Princess Half again? Maybe not. I really, truly enjoyed the experience and I’m so glad I ran this as my
first 13.1 distance race. Given the
uncertainty about how my leg would hold up, the congested, bottlenecked,
impossible-to-run-fast course was a perfect fit for me. And the woman-centric theme was an ideal fit
for our group of Mother Runners and Best Running Friends. But it feels very much like a one-and-done
event for me. While I’m genuinely glad I
took the time for a few pictures along the course, I absolutely relished
ignoring everything that makes a Disney race “Disney” in the second half,
too.
I
started this running journey thinking that I needed the theme and entertainment of a Disney race to make me
excited enough to run 13.1 miles. As it
turns out, I’m more than excited enough all on my own. Perhaps the single greatest reward I received
after a year of training is having learned this: I love to run. And I don’t need flashing lights, photo opps,
or the promise of a big, sparkly medal to make me want to do it again.
Though
a super-cute race shirt doesn’t hurt.
I am all registered for the 2013 Tower of Terror 10-Miler, so I'm not discounting all future Disney races. I want my shot at race redemption. ;) But I'm just as enthusiastic about doing some smaller, cheaper races to support my local running community, too.
I suppose I'm officially a Runner now.
I suppose you are! Great recap - glad it turned out so well for you!
ReplyDeleteGreat recap - added your link to our list! :-)
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